الظلال القرمزية
ح

وإنْ سرَقَتْ فينوس مِنّا مَواعيدَنا؛ وعبَثَ المشْتريْ بطَوالِعِنا
فلن ندَعَهُما يُنشدانِ افْتراقَ دُروبِنا.
سنترُكُ لِلأقدارِ وردةَ الأُمْنِياتِ
لَرُبّما خانَ السّدَنةُ الأعرافَ مِن أجلِنا رَيثما
نصعَدُ إلى اللهِ الذي سيَمْنحُنا باباً ومِفْتاحَ نجاةٍ
ويَغفِرُ لنا لأنّنا نُريدُ أنْ نَهبِطَ مِن جنّتِه.
ربّما لا بَأسَ إنْ سقطْنا مرّةً.

ز

رحلْتَ مُقْتَفياً مَزاميرَ هِليوس
غَسلْتَ الطُّرُقاتِ بالمِلحِ لِئلا يبقى مِن رائِحتِنا
شيءٌ عالِقٌ في الحَجر.
بَكيْتُ عليكَ حتّى احْترَقَ قلبي بجُرْحِ الغِيابِ
ورَغمَ سَطْوةِ الحُزنِ خبّأْتُ لِعَودتِكَ قوافيَحافظ
وظِلَّ الأَنْجُمِ القُرْمُزيّةِ،
تركْتُ النّوافِذَ مُشْرعةً تحْتَ سماءِ أيْلول،
وحينَ لم تأتِ تعلّمْتُ مُناداةَ الرّيحِ.
عشِقْتُ الحُبَّ في الانْتِظارِ
وكان لَسْعُ الثّلجِ الحارِقُ على وَجْنَتَيَّ يَشْفي قلبي.
البدرُ الّذي أَمْرَضَهُ شَوقي أصبحَ بَيتاً أَلوذُ إليه،
والمفازاتُ أرضُ أَحْلامي،
أمّا مَضائِقُ البُلْدانِ فكانَتِ الْجِسرَ الذي سأَعبُرُهُ لأصِلَ إلى قلبِكَ.
كنّا سنفْتَحُ قُمصانَ المساءاتِ ونَتَداوى بالقُبُلاتِ
لكنّكَ أَخذْتَ الأناشيدَ مِن يدَيْها وبقيتَ هُناكَ في
البُحورِالطّويلةِتَخْتبرُ وَقْعَ أوزانِها وتُقلّبُ المَوجَ


رحلْتَ في الرّحيلِ
وصار قَدَرُ العِشْقِ بينَنا هو الفِراقْ.

 

ح

تَعالَيْ لِلَيلةِ اكْتِمالِ القمرِ
نَفْترِشُ في ظِلّهِ جزيرَتَنا ونَتّكِئُ على رِياحِ الجَنوبِ
ستَدوخُ أقْدارُنا مِن شِدّةِ عِشقِنا وتَمْنحُنا ساعةً أوِاثْنتَيْنِ،
نَتَذوّقُ في غَفلتِها القُبلَةَ فوقَ القُبلةِ
       وربّما نَسيَتْنا حيثُما نحنُ لألفِ ليلةٍ وليلةٍ أُخرى
هكذا كَقُبلةِ الغيْمةِ للغَيمةِ
نَشتعِلُ كُلّما اقْترَبَتْ أرواحُنا ويَنْهمِرُ المطرُ على العالَمِ
كالقُبْلةِ فوقَ القُبْلةِ.

ز

نَرْشو الْجِنِّيّاتِ لتُهرِّبَنا كوَزْنٍ في قصيدةٍ إذنْ؟ فتَكْتفي هيَ بحكايةٍ لنا في كِتابِها ونَكتفي نحنُ بالقُبَلِ فوقَ القُبَلِ؟
أيَّ رِيحٍ نَرْشو؟ أَشرْقيّةٌ أم غربيّةٌ تلك التي ستختارنا؟

ح

بل رُبّما شَماليّةٌ أو كِيمياءُ يُبْدِعُها اللهُ لنا
لنَسقُطَأوّلاًفي الليلِ كالنَّجْمةِ خلفَ النّجمةِ
ثُم نكونَ رَمادَها وسِرَّ أسْرارِها؟
فالعِشقُ مَوتٌ مُحْتملٌ وما أَحْلاهُ إنْ كان لنا فيه نَصيبٌ.

Translation by Doireann Ní Ghríofa

English version by Doireann Ní Ghríofa
based on a literal translation from the Arabic by Suneela Mubayi

‘H’

If, in thievery, Venus should steal those who were our destiny;
if Jupiter draws mischief on us furtively,
Should these odds come to pass, we will not permit their rude
attempts to split our paths;
No. Upon those fates we will bestow the rose of hope,
For who is to say that the shrines’ custodians may not, for our sake,
choose to betray the old ways,
While we soar to god, who will gift us not only a door and a key of
redemption,
but also give his forgiveness, should we wish our descent again from
heaven.
Perhaps this single fall will be permissible?

‘S’

You voyaged following Helios’s Psalms.
No scent of us remained on the stones
once your salt had scrubbed the paths.
I wept until the gashes of absence charred my heart.
Despite my overwhelming grief, I concealed the verses of Hafiz
in the crimson shades of stars.
Under September skies, I threw windows wide.
When you still didn’t arrive, I turned to the winds and cried,
Oh, and as I waited, I fell in love with love.
I willed snow’s cheek-scorch to heal my heart.
Now I make my home in the full moon, infected as it is by my
desire-pangs,
and my dreams rest in desert clefts.
The sand-bridges which lead to distant lands always carried me to
your warm heart
When we longed to unbutton evening’s blouse and clothe each other
in kisses from our red mouths,
Until you filched the hymns from their grip and chose to rest instead
in the ocean’s lyric depths, testing each metric constriction, flicking
through ripples.

Within the flight you flew away, within the crossing, you crossed,
astray,
until you turned your face away, and our love was destined to division
and disarray.

‘H’

Return for a night as the moon turns full,
and you and I will lie on our island in shadows of moon-gloom.
We’ll lean in southerlies,
Our desires so strong that even our fates will spin dizzy, allowing us
secret hours
To sip kiss over kiss.
Our mouths will mimic the embrace of clouds –
The closer our souls, the more rain rushes down
each droplet a kiss falling into a kiss.

‘S’

Might we bribe the fire-jinns to hide us in a poem, like metre or
rhythm? Might our myth,
if written in the book, be to their satisfaction? Might we allow
ourselves contentment
to sip kisses on kisses? Which wind might we bribe? Which breeze
will conceal us:
the easterly, or the westerly?

‘H’

Maybe the north wind or some secret chemistry created for us by God
Will permit us to plummet first into the darkness, as star after star falls
forth from the night sky,
that we might be their ashes and their secret of secrets
for falling in love is a probable death, yet how beautiful it would be if
that were to become our destiny.

Additional Texts

Click here to read the literal or bridge translation of the original poem by Suneela Mubayi.

Click here to watch a video of Nujoom Alghanem reading this poem in Arabic.

Click here to watch a video of Doireann Ní Ghríofa reading the poem in English.

Audio

Nujoom Alghanem reads The Crimson Shades in the original Arabic

Doireann Ní Ghríofa reads The Crimson Shades in English

About This Poet:

Nujoom Alghanem

Nujoom Alghanem is a poet, artist and film director from the United Arab Emirates. She was born in Dubai in 1962, graduated from Ohio University in the USA with a BA in Video Production in 1996 and received an MA in Film Production, from Griffith University, Australia, in 1999. Although… Read More